An Epiphany of Self Confessions

My mind is free indeed
Free from chaos perceived
Free from those endless mind fuck games and bullshit
Free from madness imagined
As my heart is free from blackest wrath
My eyes see clearly for the first time in my whole life
And I am free at last
Free to explore self realisation
Free to exist without limitation

I was first broken by another’s fists
And then by my own sweet trysts
But with a little help from my loved ones
I am a bird soaring on the winds of freedom above
Riding waves of ecstasy dared to express
Riding upon the crest of fantastical dreams
Borne aloft on the wings of beautiful, beautiful life
Free as the breeze, free to be me.
For the first time in my life

Adrift on the sea of mindlessness harmonies
Free as the wings of the night waxing brightly
I float on the clouds of heaven and hell
Dreaming reality into existence with passionate resolve
Remaking my own self
Knowing what I should look like
Re-inventing my image
Studying my reflection in the mirror
And accepting the gaze that stares back at me

Only love me as you hold me
Thrill me and know me as I am
Kiss me before I cry understand me before I die
Cherish me as something precious
Worship me as thy mistress
Accept me and free me
Help me realise my true dreams
Love me and make love to me
See me now for all that I am

101 Lyned Epiphenies and Confussions #19

i ride a sea of lightening example that flows through the fingers of writers and thinkers and speakers like wine from the hour glass as it spews forth its dust devil haze upon those of us who cannot undo its terrible passions but instead must soar the breeze above it like gentle love in the sunshine being bourne aloft a higher emotion that flows like water from the spring of life and so the garden blooms with promise and delight smiling fondly remembering ephiphanies and conclusions that were hard won and now are in bloom once more anew again forever

– personal revelation… *read very manic*