If I should let the beast roam free upon the open roads
Unleashed and unaccountable and hungrily to roam
No thought no hesitations to walk deep into the black
For I am more at home where darkness hides what my light lacks
For I am my own beast inside – there is no turning back…
No turning back from that dark half that lurks beneath my face
Emotionless as my lips smile – the mask set firm in place
I no longer care if you believe I have a choice
For in my eyes I have to hide a raging inner voice
For in my eyes I will despise the words I must avoid…
The words I must avoid are screaming out to let them go
But not with a release that sets me free from what I know
Blades with edges keen and thirsting for a vein to slice
But it is my own throat exposed and I shall pay the price
But it is my own heart that shows – I am the one who dies…
I am the one who dies as I am smothered by the lies
Wearied more than I can bear but these eyes never cry
So I will loose the leash and let the beast inside go free
For I will no more wear the label of an enemy
For I will no more bear this shame for I am free indeed…
For I am free indeed to roam the open roads I will
I and beast are intertwined but I am strongest still
I confess I am unsure but I am not afraid
Now the time has come for me to leave the bed I made
Now the time has come for me to soar free of a cage.